It's a two-fer one day

Smile it's Fall! next comes Winter!

Hey Obama the recession isn't over! etc.

Warning**** this blog is random and at times comfusing as the stories don't totally relate to one another and are my random thoughts *** proceed with caution

I don't have TV as of now.. I don't watch much cable unless i am at the inlaws house. But I have heard this so called rumor that the recession is over and I just want to say "Hey obama how much did you pay the media to spout out that bullshit propaganda?" Did you get that as a buy one get one free deal when you boarded your billion dollar air plane to go god knows where to lay your lying ass down in an eygyptian cotton sheet covered bed just to go spout off a bunch of bullshit about how America has f***ed everyone over while we pay for it with our tax dollars that we wish we could divey up ourselves?? Congrats on the Nobel Peace Prize for making us look like assholes. Hey Obama why don't you give my friends who can't pay for daycare a couple million bc we all know they deserve it more than your sorry privileged ass! You know God forbid the ones in my life that are near and dear to me catch a f***ing break. No instead of enjoying their children they have to worry about where the next set of diapers are coming from. Or if they will just have to use the 5month olds diapers on their 3 year old because they can't afford them. Why?? Oh I don't know maybe because houses are over priced food is twice as expensive and gas flucuates from ridiculously expensive to absurdly expensive. So Obama when i quit getting phone calls from all the people I love telling me about how they wish they could provide better for their kids and families THEN maybe i will believe your bullshit lies about rainbows butterflies and peace. But for now. you all may be feeding africa but what the f*** about our own kids?!?

okay.... i am better now.. sort of

No but seriously I know it's not all his fault but it's very hard to hear almost all of my friends struggling to make ends meet. I just wish I could help them all but I don't know how.. If I could have the patience for it i would try and watch everyone's kids so they wouldn't worry about daycare and that way they would just be able to enjoy life more. But i must enjoy my own too. I feel selfish.. I am so fortunate God has provided me with a wonderful family and we aren't hurting. at least not right now. My son is healthy. my husband and I love eachother and hardly ever fight. I just feel like I could be doing something more for others but what I don't know yet.

Side note: Tried a new church, which I find ironic to mention in this foul language consumed blog posting however; We went to my friend Lara's church Life TV. and the message was about being consumed by the holy spirit and how you may think it's your conscience but it might be god talking to you. Anyway, the pastor said if you are being lead to do something and you ignore it nothing will happen but if what you are being lead to do or say doesn't hurt any one but may possibly help why not just listen to the voices in your head and do it.. well directly after church i went to go work on the rental house. some minor caulking around the doors. and on my way home I see this guy laying in his lawn staring up at the sky. My first thought was man that looks relaxing and how great that he can be 50 something and just enjoy the solitude of life in all it stillness by just laying in his front lawn not caring about what the neighbors may think. My second thought was: this never happens he is 50-60 years old maybe he had a heart attack and can't move. I get almost home and keep feeling convicted to go back and so i do bc of the sermon that morning. i approach the house and he is kneeling by the steps. i think wow he is really just taking it all in. gardening or something.. then he proceeds to crawl clumsly up the stairs i then get out of the car.. "Sir, are you ok?" i ask.. no reply I move closer.." Sir??" he looks back you can almost see the alcohol seeping out of his pores.. "Huh" he mumbles.. "Sir, do you need help? Is this your house?" "yes" i can bearly make out what he is saying. he fidgets with the knob to the house and I start to walk away.. he can't open the door so I return.. "Sir, can i call someone for you?" "who are you?" he asks.. " Just a neighbor" I say.. he messes with the door ignoring me so i decide to walk off just then he says " Yes..." "yes?? you want me to call someone??" i ask.. the door opens. he walks or rather stumbles in past a lady i have talked to once breifly. She shrugs her shoulders and waves me on...

i know anti climatic..

But what the heck are the chances.. how random that on the day of this particular sermon this would happen.

I just want to say to everyone. if you feel compelled to do something and it can only benefit others just do it. You never know what may happen. and if anything it might just make you feel good about your self. and i don;t know about you but I can always use a good pick me upper.

So final thought.. Don't worry where it's coming from. it will come. don't worry who it benefits just show the love. Count your blessings bc we've all got them. And if you are married be nice to your spouse they are your only true best friend they are the only ones who know you body mind and soul. So go hug your hubby and tell him you love him even if he makes you mad. Because we all know we try our damndest and we could all use some slack.

I love you bobby and thanks for trying a new church with me. and even though you are a maniac at times you do it for me babe.

Pumpkins and more

I have really been enjoying the Fall season so far! The rain was wonderful the leaves are beautiful. And all is well. Minus Lucas' teeth coming in!
Family dynamics are so funny. As are family traditions. It's so crazy when you have your own family and you start these traditions for yourselves..
My family used to go to the pumpkin patch every year. it was awesome and I loved it. Bobby and I took lucas on sunday and he loved it so much he started crying when we had to leave. He has never done this before.. It made me think "Wow he is growing up" because that's what kids do when the understand that they are leaving the fun and not coming back. He was so upset but I was so happy because I thought about how developed he is becoming and how I must cherish every moment with him because they will come and go so fast. and already are.

So as you know we are not not trying to have a baby anymore. and lucas isn't helping my case for another baby due to his teething this is how it when down last night.

Jenna: I am starting dinner if lucas needs soemthing can you handle it thanks!
Bobby( on the computer): Sure no prob
Lucas: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Jenna: Honey I think his teeth hurt can you do somehing?
Bobby: Sure....
Lucas: AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
Jenna: Hey bobby....
Bobby: I had to pee geez can a man go pee first?
Lucas: AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Jenna: Oh sorry I jus wasn't sure you heard me over the screaming...
Bobby: Come on lucas lets watch finding nemo.
Lucas:Ah.. Oh fishie... Oh
---Bobby returns to computer----
Lucas( two seconds later): AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jenna: Honey come give him so bites of chicken while I finish up.
Bobby: Ok.Come on lucas lets go eat something.
Lucas:AHHHHHHHHHHH! ** signals** no more
Bobby: he doesn't want to eat.
jenna: come here lucas.
Shortly after lucas goes to bed after two attempts..and afterwards i come out and bobby says
Bobby: You need to get more Birth Control.
jenna then promptly leaves..and puts on here brittney costume for halloween
bobby: Okay lets make babies. Can we start now??

Baby Making

I've got an itch that needs to be scratched.. getting the ol' IUD out an gonna have unprotected sex! Yeehaw!
I mean sure it was uncomfotable at times but are't they so wonderful!!

Guess What

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

silly Jenna

I've been reading other blog posts on here and realized I am not a deep or profound person. My posts are light and airy and have no true meaning. BUT i did realize that I am not the only crazy one out there who wonders everyday. Am i making the right choices for myself and my family. is this all there is or does it get better, worse, etc. Everyday I think I want to move somewhere scrap this life for a new one. Become someone who is care free who doesn't feel pressure to make sure we have health care and stability. But then i think of all the wonderful things this life offers me everyday. My family and friends are right around the corner. i know that if i really want to see them I can drive no more than 10 min. to get to them. I have a home here with kids lucas's age right across the street whom he has already developed a friendship with. It's the little things in life like riding your bike and reading "Who's who at the Zoo" a million times and singing silly songs and walking up the same street everyday that are the things that keep you going make you realize just how lucky you are to have them. Luck.. I forget how much I have sometimes.

so no my post may be sub par in my eyes or others but at least it's another thing I have in my life that makes it the wonderful life i forget i have from time to time.

Things that go VROOM

So today was my 5th day of running. I started at a 12mile pace and ran 1 mile. On my fifth day now i ran the same 12 min. pace but three miles. My goal is to attempt to be ready to run the Tulsa Run.. LOL It's at the end of the month. We shall see. I am optimistic about it however far fetched the goal may be. Believe in yourself. and "all things are possible through Christ who strenthens me!"



Ma maw kitty and mommy go vroom vroom on their bikes!! Our family tries to bike at least once a week together. It's a great time to bond as a family. And it's good excerise!

On his first birthday! Lucas's Poopaw delivered him his icecream. Then let Lucas drive the bluebell truck.

Bobby and Lucas in the Corvette.

me and the lukester driving a semi at the state fair. He loves to drive. beep beep.

this always cracks ne up. the boys riding Luke's for wheeler!! they love it.

WEE!!!!

Lucas got his surgery on his wee wee. the doc said he had to give him an extra 1/3 of an inch bc his tally wacker was so big! lol!! who knew?? it looks so different now. OH WELL. he is doing well and doesn't seem to be in too much pain so that's good.
Bobby and I had an old college friend of his over for dinner last night and we really enjoyed his company. there is nothing like good conversation with friends and loved ones.
Working out tonight. going to try and run again... blah! I am a fat person in a skinny person's body!! lol
Lucas slept from two til 7am I was so pumped!!
I am boring so that's all for now!

PUKE

So I got puked on for the first time by my son last night. What was interesting about that is I just sat there and continued to let him puke on me saying "it's okay baby get it all out mommy is here"

It's funny i thought spit up and baby puke would be similar... WRONG... it's puke for sure

It's crazy how much love can embody a person once you have a child. I don't think I could manage to sit still while anyone else proceeded to hurl their half digested dinner on me. I just look at Lucas and think GOD he is the cutest thing I ever laid my eyes on. I love his smile, his laugh, the way he talks. I love his everything.

Side note: I hate Doctor SOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She touches my son in an aggressive manner again I may get physical. We went to see her for luke's ear infection and I asked her to look at his weiner too. She pushed so hard on it that something happened to it I have never seen beofre I FREAKED OUT. Then both boys started to freak out. Well lucas was already screaming BEACUSE OF THAT BITCH. But jason doesn't like her now either. I told her to stop pushing so hard and she told me she wasn't meanwhile like i said lucas was screaming. We got home and he had a small tear on the whole of his weewee-- with redness AKA BLOOD--- Bitch. We went to see her again only so I could find out where my normal Doc. moved to and she about busted his eardrums with the dang otoscope deal. On top of that I told her what happened last Doc. Trip and she tried to convince me it didn't happen! Like i was dumb and didn't know what a weiner looked like!! Uh hello i have a child i am COMPELETLY familiar with the male sexual organ and how it operates! he NEVER screams at the Doctors office barely even cries when he gets his shoots. I hate Dr. SOOD. I seriously had nightmares about it last night. Couldn;t sleep sue to being TRAMATIZED! Lucas doesn't like to sit on the Doctor's table and play with the crumply paper anymore. He is also TRAMATIZED for life now. Great way to finish off his first year of life. Let the pyschology office bills commence! We miss you Dr. Jones! Come back! ((( in the sound of Kate winslet off of the TITANIC))))

possibly no Montak River trip this weekend. Due to THE FUNK.

whew!

OKAY!!!!!!!! Backstreets back! Alright!

so anyway, let's recap the last few days.

Friday: Buy two hot rods 75' vette and 69' stang

Saturday: spend all day with the dowdells, then my drunk parents come over.

Sunday: Sleep in because lucas is sick

Monday: Manage to convince both boys to sleep 2 hours in order to recooperate after Lucas waking up a ZILLION times

Tuesday: Lucas stayed up last night for two hours THANK GOD for bobby he took the shift, knowing full well if momma ain't happen watch the hell out! Jason came over, Lucas woke up we played read books. Doctor at 10:20. Pack bag, get toys, load up stroller, feed baby, load Luke, lock door, get jason, load jason, lock door, FORGOT wallet, go to Doc's, unload stroller, unload Jason, unload Luke, push stroller while holding luke to Doc's office.

#1 Objective at Doctors office---- MAINTAIN COMPOSURE@@!$#%!@$!

Objective ACCOMPLISHED!

Babbies now asleep!

And now both babies are asleep Mommy is eating and everyone is Happy!! until we do it all over again at 2:45! Doc's again at 3:40! YEAHHHHHHHHHH!

In case you are questing why two visits?? the first one was for Lucas's WEINER!! poor baby has to get his wee wee circumsized. Though i am hoping this will help it out because he is constantly pulling at it. They say it's just bc he is a boy but I just don't know. ** Pause to eat cookie** Second visit is for his cough and ears. ** mmm cookie good**

You know I thought Breastfeed babies werent supposed to get sick as often but that doesn't seem to be the case for us. Not sure why. I try to keep things as clean as i can but I mean lets face it I am not a clean freak!?

Thoughts for the day-- Thank God for bobby he is too good to me. I can say "I am overwhelmed" and the next thing I know the house is clean and the laundry is done. I don't even have to ask. And when these special things happen for me it makes me feel so lucky I found him. And it makes me think to myself " he deserves a prize" **wink WInk**....

Montak River trip this weekend. Could be a wet one!

I must interject

was going to onl;y post once a day but I had to relay this adorable short story... Lucas Jason and i are sitting on the carpet playing and reading books. I bust out one of Lukes faves about baseball.. I mean duh of course it is.... and we start to read. This book comes with a squeaky ball... geez i tried ten different spellings for squeaky before i remembered how to spell it!!!!!!!!! I am dumb.. anyway. I squeeze the ball everytime you say the word BALL . Upon the first squeeze Jason BUSTS out laughing the cutest laugh. So we continue to to read and each time he laughs hysterically! ADORABLE.. this lead to a tickle and motor boat session in which both boys probably LITERALLY peed their pants.

In the words of Aeriel's daughter Shelby "CUTE CUTE CUTE!"

happy evening with your loved ones Bee!!

jason lucas and my husband bobby

jason was a newborn here

Day One, reminder Breathe

So, i am a beginner at this whole blogging thing so here it goes..

Today has been a great day THANK goodness. after yesterday i needed a good one. You know it's funny because yesterday wasn't even THAT bad more exhausting than anything. And if you have two kids you can relate. Of course i just have one but i babysit another little boy. The boys, Lucas and Jason, are 5 and 1/2 months apart. Yes, I am crazy.

On a whim, my husband and i decide to go out to eat and boy am i glad. I love it when everyone goes on about how cute the boys are and i love it when they fall asleep in the car and transfer to bed seemlessly. It's truly a blessing to get both little guys down at once and just BREATHE. or blog!

I guess since this is my first blog I should elaborate on myself. My name is Jenna Keeling-Bromley and I am a 25 year old stay at home- super mom. I love to read just about anything i can get my hands on and when i manage to find time. I love to roller blade, walk, hike in the woods, play like i am a little kid still, sew, paint, decorate, remodel houses, and watch movies. At 25 one starts to wonder will i ever have it all together? But i think that having it all together is a joke. it's an excuse for people to use when they can't manage to do what must be done..." I will do that once I have it all together"... if that makes any sense? I feel so lucky to have all the things that God has blessed me with a great husband who helps me see the best in myself and makes me realize that the dishes will be ok if i don't wash them immediatley. I am blessed with wonderful parents who love me for me --crazy forward, and OVERLY open woman I am. A brother that reminds me that it's ok not to fit the mold that we all find a way to survive. And in-laws that love and try to support our family in the ways that they know how. And i am blessed by the few friends that i have somehow managed to keep despite my blunt crudeness and lack of thought before speaking! of course, let's not for get my number one blessing my wonderful beautiful smart bubbly cheerfully adorable little boy lucas matthew. he is my sunshine and i try to let him know everyday.

This blog is going to be VERY random as are all things I write. It will have bad grammar and mispelled words. But i hope that as i write we can all discover things we didn't know about ourselves. and grow together in hope and love for all that God brings us!!!